no voice!

i got cold last week, and since then i have totally lost my voice. this is much harder than i have ever thought!!
especially at a time like this when Malaujai is away from home and doesnt have many chances to get online.... since i cannot talk to him through telephone!!! too much of a bad lack.
and it is even worse when this is the time you have to be introduce to be in a new office, and have to explain why i whisper like this every time i talk to a new person....

my vooooooooooice, please come back!!!!!!!!!!